Same Old Race

Do you ever wonder why some people have "the drive" and others don't? That you can work so hard to get to the top in competition with others and some don't even care where the top is? I am definitely one of the people that has an eye on the top, even though it may not be what others consider the top. I have a hard time relating to people that don't even look up. Like they are standing in an elevator waiting to be delivered to the top or something. I also watch others think they are getting to the top, when in reality, they are slipping further down. It is hard to watch a friend go down. One line I remember was this "Friends exist to pick you up and brush you off when you fall on your face." In thinking this way, I will have to pick them up and get them back on the scale after they realize they have reached the bottom. It is a sad thing for me to think about.

On a lighter note, I am looking forward to the concert season and hoping it takes God speed to get here. August still seems so far away. My life seems to be in one of the common lolls. When it is moving slow but seems fast. The days go by and I can't seem to get anything done but am still enjoying the time I have. Thinking of everything I have to do and not getting much accomplished. In anticipation for many things but at the same time not really wanting them to arrive. Maybe you can relate. It seems like the same old race over and over and the finish line is barely visible. On second thought, the finish line is probably a mirage! Yeah, I think that would better describe it.

Well, farewell, dear readers. Enjoy the days you have with the people you love and adore.